Tag: Love
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We’re Public People-Where the Heck I’ve Been

In the past, when the blog was down I continued writing. But when my Mom died, so did I, and so did the blog. I hardly wrote down anything for the past two years, and I’ve wrote in a diary nearly every day since I was eight. It’s just a part of what I did,…
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Life Is Bitter Sweet-Holding The Family Together-I’m So Crazy About Him

I’ve been pushing off this trip for awhile. For many reasons. For one, my Mormor is ancient and extremely exhausting to manage. I love her to death but she’s like a three year old. Also, last time I went to grandpa’s, mom was with us. It was going to be different. I’ve learned as I’ve…
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The Engagement-Grief & Happiness

Yes, you read that right! The day finally came; my boyfriend got down on a knee and asked me if I’d spend the rest of my life with him. It was a special moment I’ll hold and cherish forever. It was weird, but in a wonderful way, and it was overwhelming, but in a peaceful…
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Hidden Feelings-I Burned His Love Letters-“She Isn’t You”

I hope this doesn’t come back to bite me later. ;/ I learned some interesting things that I’m not so sure I wanted to know this week. Read if you must. You might laugh at my “being such a dramatic girl” tendencies but what can you expect? You brought yourself here so don’t act so…
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Moving The Freak Out-Getting My First Apartment

Well Blog fam. It’s time for a real post. A casual, “back to normal” post about moving the heck out of my abusive house. (If you’re not a part of the Blog Fam, scroll down to find the First Apartment Checklist). I don’t know where to start or how to correctly articulate my situation. Forming…
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What the First Week Of Radiation Is Like-Mom’s Cancer Story

Her radiation mask was made, dad’s insurance passed for immunotherapy, and we have two treatments behind us already. The doctor told us that her speech and memory declining daily is normal and not to be scared. My little brother and I have learned to show no reaction when we can’t understand her. We try so…
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There Won’t be Enough Time to Make up for Right Now

You’re 17 for only 365 days, and you could die at 18. When your mom asks you to sleep in her bed, say yes. One day she could be in a hospital bed and there won’t be enough time to make up for right now. Stop canceling plans, go out, and use your legs while…
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Protected: Working For a Trading Firm-Funding The Trading Bot

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The Scary Truth- What Cancer Really Looks Like-I Don’t Recognize Mom Anymore

Mom’s Cancer Story- Sunday, February 19th, 2023 In one month, mom’s brain tumor doubled in size. She thought her son’s name was September, seventeen, or cereal. She stared at the cash in her hands not knowing how to pay for lunch. Dad called her and all she said was gibberish and then told him she…
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Directing Your Focus Towards Growth-How To Be Prettier and Cooler

A few small things I’ve learned/focused on recently that’ll change your life. This will make you a better girl and a cooler person. Invest in skincare and hair care, not just makeup. Watch Dr. Shereene Idris on Youtube. Don’t always wear makeup, ALWAYS wear sunscreen. Wear your hair natural most of the time. Pre wash…